Alright, let’s see… It’s been 3 months already since you stepped out of my life. Time sure flies doesn’t it. Gotta say that I was pretty devastated that day when I was woke up by mom and told that you were not in your cage. My mind went blank for a few seconds back then. When I came back to my senses, I immediately rushed downstairs to make sure if my mom was telling the truth. Unfortunately, she was indeed right, your cage was empty. Immediately, tears began to pour down my face, I’ve never cried so hard in my entire life nor have I ever felt so depressed in my entire life. It took me quite a long time before I could stood back up.

3 months have past, you stepped out of my life, but life still goes on. I’ve slowly gotten used to the fact that you are no longer with me now. Have I moved on? No, I don’t think so, how can I move on when I’m still missing you. You were like a son to me, you’ve always provided me company whenever I’m feeling lonely and down. You’ve brought so much fun and happy moments into my life. You have even helped me made a couple of good friends, most of all, you helped me found my true love, Poh Yee, and I’m really grateful for that. And probably it’s because of that, that I can’t move on. Everytime I look at Poh Yee, I can’t help but think that it was you who made this relationship possible.

Now that you’ve left me, how am I suppose to repay you. You have given me so much, yet I’ve given you only so little. Till today, I still shed tears everytime I browse through your photo album. I really want to feel your soft fur run through my hands once more. I really want to lie down beside you on the floor and take afternoon naps like we used to. I really really want to hug you tightly, even if its just for a moment. I miss that silly face of yours whenever I pat your head. Even more, I miss you… I really do.

I always believed that everything happens for a reason. You coming into my life and even stepping out. The reason that you came into my life, was to provide me with endless joy and happiness. Although I have yet to find the reason for you leaving me, but I’m sure its for the best. I can only wish that where ever you may be now, you are doing way much better than you usually do when you were with me. If fate allows it, I really hope that you will return to me someday. Know that you will always be my dearest and beloved son. No one can ever replace you in my heart, my dear boy, Axel.

So much has happened since last month. Some I would rather not share but there is one that I would like to share, and that is my dog, Axel, was stolen from my home. It’s been already a month since that tragic day, it still stings my heart whenever I think of him. But I have not given up hope yet, I believe that someday we will be reunited again.

Enough about that, I’m writing this to announce that Axel has a new website. Yay. This project 1st started around February, and I got abit lazy back then and kept delaying the project. But now it’s finally up and running, although the gallery part is still under construction. But I promise you that I’ll finish taht up as soon as possible. ^^

You can visit Axel’s new site by following this link http://axel.kiravh.com

Cheers and have a good day.

Over the past weekend, my parents went to Cameron Highlands and left me & my sister at home. It was a totally-free-no-rules-applied weekend and we enjoyed it. I woke up in the afternoon and slept in the morning, it was fun. However, we were not the only one who enjoyed the weekends, Axel also enjoyed the weekends as well. How do i know ? See for yourself

Sleeping on my bed with the air con blowing directly at him !! Syok betul !!!

Pose for me to take picture somemore !!

Showing his syok face

Tired of posing already.

Go to sleep already.

Sleep until so SYOK !!!

If my mom sees these pictures, she is gonna go crazy.

In the end decided to sleep on my pillow pulak !! =\

Well, enough of that, as promised the song for the week.

Lucky by Jason Mraz featuring Colbie Caillat. Enjoy

At last, Axel’s site is online !!

Axel’s Site !!