Alright, let’s see… It’s been 3 months already since you stepped out of my life. Time sure flies doesn’t it. Gotta say that I was pretty devastated that day when I was woke up by mom and told that you were not in your cage. My mind went blank for a few seconds back then. When I came back to my senses, I immediately rushed downstairs to make sure if my mom was telling the truth. Unfortunately, she was indeed right, your cage was empty. Immediately, tears began to pour down my face, I’ve never cried so hard in my entire life nor have I ever felt so depressed in my entire life. It took me quite a long time before I could stood back up.

3 months have past, you stepped out of my life, but life still goes on. I’ve slowly gotten used to the fact that you are no longer with me now. Have I moved on? No, I don’t think so, how can I move on when I’m still missing you. You were like a son to me, you’ve always provided me company whenever I’m feeling lonely and down. You’ve brought so much fun and happy moments into my life. You have even helped me made a couple of good friends, most of all, you helped me found my true love, Poh Yee, and I’m really grateful for that. And probably it’s because of that, that I can’t move on. Everytime I look at Poh Yee, I can’t help but think that it was you who made this relationship possible.

Now that you’ve left me, how am I suppose to repay you. You have given me so much, yet I’ve given you only so little. Till today, I still shed tears everytime I browse through your photo album. I really want to feel your soft fur run through my hands once more. I really want to lie down beside you on the floor and take afternoon naps like we used to. I really really want to hug you tightly, even if its just for a moment. I miss that silly face of yours whenever I pat your head. Even more, I miss you… I really do.

I always believed that everything happens for a reason. You coming into my life and even stepping out. The reason that you came into my life, was to provide me with endless joy and happiness. Although I have yet to find the reason for you leaving me, but I’m sure its for the best. I can only wish that where ever you may be now, you are doing way much better than you usually do when you were with me. If fate allows it, I really hope that you will return to me someday. Know that you will always be my dearest and beloved son. No one can ever replace you in my heart, my dear boy, Axel.